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alone alone alone [Jun. 27th, 2006|08:12 am]
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[Current Location |office]
[Current Mood |dead gone under red sky]
[Current Music |them bones, this is when you need that AiC]

the day is june 27th 2006 and a new personal low is hit. i really want to die etc. (guess when i wanted "to really feel" i didn't expect you can feel quite as fucked; now i wish i could turn off the overdrive emotional thing) small mercies: the ac is working, although I think the remote is fucked (too). maybe it should make me feel better that, out of the whole office, only we (the editing bays) and the main studio has ac. but it doesn't. the whole world can fuck itself for what i care.
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bogdi as the filthy capitalist [Apr. 27th, 2006|08:06 pm]
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[Current Mood |disappointed]
[Current Music |cynic - celestial voyage]

haven't posted in a while cos nothing too horrible happened, and it doesn't become me to write about breezy stuff ;) so since today we have a bit of a whopper, I thought I'd share.

I was walking down the street, thinking about the nice, warm spring day we've got around here - trees in bloom and clear skies - and the fact that I had a promising chat with one of my bosses, when, out of the corner of my eye, I register an older bum walking towards me. Suddenly, when he's level with me, he turns menacingly, and as I veer to avoid him, he spits in my face. Now, this is the second time in the past 3 months I've been spat at by bums *scratches head* (last time it was kids). I kept wondering what would prompt this, because I don't make eye contact with people and in fact I barely noticed this guy today before he was right next to me. Funny thing, too, both times I've been spat at were in places within 50 yds of each other, across form my work place, which is pretty central.

my mom thinks it was prompted by the fact that I wore a black shirt with the logo, of all things. I have a black shirt with the logo in neon green on it. I think it's a bit ridiculous, myself, but the shirt feels good on me, so I wear it. According to mom, the fact that I wore all black with the hawk on looks "cultish". My friend whom I also asked for an opinion thinks I looked too "rock", eh heh, rock sporting gio armani logos? ;) I think I look like a fashion victim and on the banal side, at that. One logo, so many opinions and culture clashes.

there is this neighbor who has a black poodle. For some godawful reason, she lets the beast loose (no leash), so the thing had jumped on me before and scared the shit out of me (it maybe a poodle, but it sure don't think itself one ;)). It jumped on me twice before, with minor scartches. About a week ago the dog ran straight at me and jumped, while the woman was about 50yds away, chatting away with another neighbor. Of course I yelled at her and threatened to sue her if the dog bites me. Well, what do you think? today it bit me! in front of my mom, who's known this woman for years, and says the dog has apparently caused problems before. Well, the dog tooth broke my skin and my hand and wrist feels a bit numb and it stings, but other than that the swelling has gone down. But I'm annoyed.

even more annoying is mom's first reaction to things like this. When she heard that I was spat at she asked me what did I do, cos she didn't believe things happen just like that. Then she told me there must be something about me since the dog jumps at some people and not at others, and deduced I should wear "more colorful clothing", to "blend in more". Sigh. The dog thing is kinda funny, since I've always liked dogs, unlike bums. I don't mind minor scratches from playful dogs, but this dog makes dashes at me. I guess somehow it thinks it's being friendly and the woman just doesn't know how to handle it, but I don't really know. She's an idiot, judging by the times I talked to her, which were always about how the dog is sweet and doesn't really bite. Even now she maintained it didn't bite other people, even though mom seems to remember differently... Maybe the dog is aggravated by gio, too.

you'd think the cultural differences aren't all that great in this era of globalization, but most people here dress ghetto and it's (patchwork!) jeans and jean jackets and nascar leather jackets everywhere. I don't think I should wear shit just so the dog won't bite ;)
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the godmother [Mar. 30th, 2006|08:25 pm]
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[Current Location |in the livingroom!]
[Current Mood |amused]
[Current Music |the obvious]

So earlier this week we ran a piece of news about mafia nuns - nuns who paid (using donation money) their teenage boytoys (yea, baby!) to beat the crap out of the convent guard, who told on them and their party-hardy ways to the vicar. The reporter who researched the news and who's doing the countrylife show (called "Roots") came over today to record voice overs for the show, one of which was about the nun scandal. He thought the news we ran was way too serious and he'd like to make his funkier, if possible using gregorian chant in the background. I suggested the gregorian chant version of depeche mode's "blasphemous rumors", which would be perfect for this :D
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fart brains [Mar. 29th, 2006|08:20 pm]
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[Current Mood |annoyed]
[Current Music |iggy pop - the passenger]

listen, if you express a view via an art form, be it a song, a movie, a novel or whathaveyou, and you don't, in some way, decline that this is your personal view (merely the view of a character or one that your inhabit for controversial purposes - and then that's a whole issue of responsibility in itself) or leave the whole thing in confusion, then you have to take whatever cricism you get for being racist, homophobe, nazi or whatever that view represents. The end. I'm sick of people thinking art is some airy-fairy space where you can expose yourself without taking any responsibility for it.
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(inspired by one of myras_girls entries) [Jan. 28th, 2006|01:09 pm]
[Current Mood |thoughtful]
[Current Music |naglfar - the 12th rising]

I was gone away for 9 years. To be honest, a lot of things did change for the better in my hometown in 9 years. People have more choices now. Of course corruption is the password to everything above poverty level. One of my co-workers flat out asked me who did I know at the tv station so that I got my job and told me who was the person who got hers ;)

when I got back I was bracing myself for poverty alone. But to my surprise, people my age can afford laptops and snowboards even in our insignificant town in eastern europe. Of course, everybody, aside from the married people, live with their parents.

the point is, when I was their age (quite a few of my co-workers are younger than me), living on my own in NYC, I actually had it worse. I won't tell you that it never hit me that they may actually be happier than I was. Or at least cushier. Looking back, I wouldn't give my NYC experience for anything, but, really, my life could've stood less potato chips and a bit more frivolity. Then again, truly, it was my choice and my choice alone to put up with everything I put up with and for as long as I did. So why complain? There are things I learned they can't understand, cos you can't understand them unless you were there and they happened to you. If I am honest with myself and not just lazy (as I may tend to be...), that's way more than all the laptops and the snowboards and cool jackets in the world. In a sense it's kind of annoying that I can't get through to most people about what my stay in the US meant to me, because most people here see going abroad just as a way to make a quick buck in order to come back and build a peach colored house. My dad decided - on his own, without even listening to me - that my 9 years in the US were "a sad experience". Really, what can I say to him? I got nothing to show for financially when I got back, so, yea, in a way, it was a fucking hard life. But there IS so much more than that. And by the looks of it, I wouldn't have gotten it here if I stayed.
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*snif* [Jan. 25th, 2006|07:51 pm]
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[Current Mood |sick]
[Current Music |gorillaz - latin simone]

maaan: I'm really really really sick *cough*sneeze*nose drip*cough*.

then again, the temperatures are insanely low - they talk -20 to -25 Celsius around here, and I can tell you that we've had -12 to -15 for sure and constantly this week >:o still, not as bad as in the danube delta, where apparently it's -30 and it feels like -40.

snow is pretty and crunchy but I feel rough (my nose feels worse than a coke addict's), so boo-hoo. I have to go to the dwp (dept. of work and pensions) to hand in my application so my job paperwork goes through, and although it is not far at all from me, I didn't want to brave the cold and then wait in line. I asked the reporter who's always doing the dwp news about dwp's schedule and whether there are lines, and she said she would call them and have me get in. That would be really good.

I got some new recipes yesterday to work on - edit them and make them pretty and ready for tv. I also added a dr.'s advice about hypothermia for tomorrow, seeing as how tis the season.
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winter slumber [Jan. 21st, 2006|10:02 pm]
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[Current Mood |relaxed]
[Current Music |squarepusher - theme from ernest borgnine]

today I turned 28; it snowed heavily for half the day, it was moderately cold (a few degrees below 0 Celsius), lots of snow from earlier this week and snow-cast. I drew, listened to music, watched more l-word and chatted with birthday wishers ;), which included tasha, family and our neighbor. Mom went through the snow to get the cake she ordered for me and she made me schnitzel, cos I'm so sophisticated when it comes to food ;) traditionally, we take down the x-mas tree after my birthday, so I guess I will do so tomorrow. I always end up missing the tree for a few days (I like the fir tree smell and the ornaments, some of which are about as old as me). I got a very basic cell phone courtesy of dad and I set it up and left it to charge. The nokia ring tones are not exactly cool, I have to say, and you know I'm not gonna use that one. A quiet day.
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bogdi and tasha, international travel(l)ers (part 1) [Jan. 10th, 2006|12:05 pm]
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[Current Mood |amused and a bit peeved]
[Current Music |campfire headphase (boards of canada)]



tasha was here for the new year and left yesterday from budapest. So we decided to spend this past weekend in budapest, as part of our "each time we meet, let's see a different city" plan. Nice thought, but we had to put up with romanian public transportation. )
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sooo... it's been a while [Dec. 29th, 2005|09:56 am]
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[Current Mood |anxious]
[Current Music |mr. projectile - i am back (funny, hm?)]

finally got ze internet at home here in the cloudy and watery romania, so I am good to go for now (but who knows what the new year will bring, considering how I get along with mom). What can I say? the past few months have been very exciting, for good (hanging out with my girl ;), learning new things, such as tv editing at this local tv station) and bad (fighting with mom). My dad and I get along fairly well, but then I don't live with him ;) my parents hate each other and I can say managing having relationships with the both of them at the same time is infuriating. My mom has great conversation, but, for the love of god, is she a difficult person! she, of course, among other things, never actually got over the gay thing and having my gf over caused huge issues. But, oh well. Tasha will get here later today and it's gonna be a fun and a "fun" 10 days ;)

ok, I'll go catch your entries, you fine people :) hope you've all been up to good stuff this fall.
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street urchins and bollywood music [Oct. 7th, 2005|10:24 am]
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[Current Mood |tired]
[Current Music |foreign music! oh, no!]

ENTERTAINMENT TONIGHT

bollywood music = locally known as manele, is a a romanian version of bollywood rhythms

for the love of god, enough with the crazy frog song and the bollywood/romanian eurodance hit of the summer (mastershaman may know to which one I'm refering, it's been everywhere, except at the rock pub tasha and I went to last night - and had to climb the Feleac, the local hill here in ye fine Cluj, which Feleac is a fucking steep and tall hill, I may add, and the pub is inconveniently located at the very top. But we couldn't complain, cos it was FINALLY FOREIGN MUSIC less than 10 years old AND not eurodance!!!).

the worse thing than the music being blasted here is the street urchin population. Try sitting down for a pint and they will find you, occasionally with a picture of frowning jesus (what would jesus do?? give them your change) or other times they would just mumble something that would end in "...god bless" and then hang closely next to you, as if their insistence wouldn't just make you get more stubborn in your decision not to shove them some change. The best yet is when they come straight to you and demand small change and argue with you if you simply say no. I gotta say, my idealistic (as per mom) embarrassment at not shoving away people who looked to be way way worse off than me lasted about an evening, after which I was ready to throw an ashtray at any small child who looked too insistently in our direction.

UPSIDE

the upside of the past two weeks has been tasha, of course. She kept being vaguely amused by everything, and, in turn, made me laugh, too (which was my initial response, too, until i realised i had to live here for a while; you'd laugh too if the most happenin' place in your town was the all-in-one regular/ drive-thru mickey d's and there were insanely many cellular phone stores and people ate pizza with ketchup and the taxis were so tiny you had to sit with the luggage in the backseat cos it wouldn't fit in the trunk). Plus, you know, the apex of a ldr is the time spent together, which was great, even though different than the time we hung out in NYC (no kidding different!). Although having the parent who's grown considerably conservative over the past 9 years meet your gf can be delicate. Thankfully, there was a language barrier, so the rudeness was kept to a minimum (to be fair, mom went back and forth between being rude and sweet/thoughtful). Well, at least now it is clear to me that my next goal is to leave behind eurodancebolywood and move close to my hot and funny girl.

...and I hope your past fortnight was fun too ;)
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woooooo [Oct. 3rd, 2005|03:28 pm]
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[Current Mood |silly]
[Current Music |cheesy instrumental music]

:-O!

I am in Dracula's country with Tasha! rrrroooar ;-) well, yea, we've been busy drinking blood and howling at the moon (with love). We went last night to a chestnut fest and it was very... ethnic ;-) to say it nicely. Amazing how much crap can people sell/buy. Well, it's different and yet not. Etc.
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detour [Sep. 11th, 2005|01:39 pm]
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tonight I am leaving for vampire country* ;) my mom says there are chances I may find work in the near future. Imagine that! We'll see. Tis a small town so my aunt says I should steel myself against gossip and being a "local celebrity", heh. Either way, I'll know soon and if I get decent internet access so will you.

cross your fingers my luggages stay closed!

*but I am landing in Budapest, because it is closer to my town than Bucharest is.
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more US Open [Sep. 8th, 2005|01:44 pm]
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ok, ok, I said I was not gonna watch the Agassi - Blake match, but I did (being frustrated with yet another loss from Davenport). As if we needed more drama! Well, I gotta give it to Agassi for being extremely tough minded and amazingly fit for his age.

Sharapova vs. Clijsters tonight :D or blonde on blonde, hehe.
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US Open '05! [Sep. 7th, 2005|04:27 pm]
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[Current Mood |excited]

:D so thanks to the fact that I have been at my relatives' for the past few days (ie, I moved out of my lovely Brooklyn apt.), I had access to cable -> USA Network -> all US Open, all the time. tennis talk ahead )

in real life news (never as important as tennis!), I have moved, sold my Nishiki (today!) and I'm going back to Ro! Oh, no! well, I will report from there, and possibly regale you with my reversed culture shock ;-) I wish I could make an audio entry now and one after a couple of months of staying there, as I fear my Engrish will take a tumble (well, unless I speak to Tasha every day, hehe, in which case it's only gonna be the faint American accent that's gonna fade ;-)). Again, the important stuff about moving is my accent. I am pretty excited about the move, since I came to the conclusion that, at this time, this was my best move, since business bes scarce in the States these days. But let's all drink to this being a layover in Bogdi's grand scheme of things :-)
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NOLA and Biloxi etc. [Sep. 2nd, 2005|03:26 pm]
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I feel so sad about what's going on there. I suppose we can't even imagine yet the level of destruction and the effect it has on thousands of people. My heart goes to all (sadly, that's all I can give at this point).

:**(
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beefy! [Aug. 14th, 2005|10:57 pm]
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[Current Music |rotting christ - sign of evil existence]

hehe, quiz again, but pretty funny:

you are Captain Beefheart!
Captain Beefheart... you are one of the first
modern fucked-up geniuses. When it comes to
creating, you rank right up there with the
likes of James Mangan, John Wilmot and Edvard
Munch.


Which fucked-up genius composer are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

well, what do you know: the whole week it's been in the high 90s (mid 30s in Celsius) = flamin'! It stormed today, but even so it stayed hot.

I have a shopping moment planned for tomorrow -> hopefully new sneakers and such funky items (maybe a new pair of trousers (pants ;)). Hopefully it won't be too hot, again.
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summer [Aug. 12th, 2005|02:18 pm]
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[Current Mood |hopeful]
[Current Music |boards of canada - roygbiv]

the campfire headphase?! I wonder if it will be along the lines of the other green cover album *bes antsy*.

all week's been very hot. Not exactly complaining, thanks to AC. It's kinda nice to step out in the heat and feel enveloped in the air like that. That's precisely what I like about summer. One of my fave memories about summer is spending a weekend in the countryside with a view from the hill and the smell of grass, birds chirping, bees buzzing, lots of berries. See, that stereotypical thing about BOC's music is true.
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made it throught the heat! yes [Jul. 26th, 2005|09:56 pm]
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[Current Mood |hot]
[Current Music |neil young & emmylou harris - star of bethlehem]

asfsddkgjdfkhgfj. Today's temperature (all day in the mid 90s, heat index around 100 and low humidity) kicked the crap out of the ACs. So bad, that I had to stop doing what I was doing and concentrate on breathing for dear life. Somehow I didn't get a heat induced headache, small mercies. I've never seen ACs rendered useless like this before (I must've missed it, it's not the hottest ever). Pitiful technology, behold the fury of nature etc.

that being said, Neil Young wrote some of the finest music out there. Ohio (the lead guitar part kicks so much ass), Old Man, Harvest, Heart of Gold, Star of Bethlehem (did he write this one?), The Needle and The Damage Done, Like a Hurricane are simple and wonderful. If somebody can perfectly develop a melody in ~2 minutes I'm not gonna complain, even if it sounds like country. The good thing is, even the songs I don't like aren't too long, hehe.

hm, I'm kinda satisfied with how my foetuses (foetii) have evolved. Ok, I'm very satisfied ;) (I should just let loose that feeling; what's the use of endless self criticism?!) and also rather surprised. I guess I am still surprised at my good side/achievements *pets self on the head*.
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remember: you can't get pregnant the first time you have sex [Jun. 27th, 2005|01:32 pm]
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[Current Mood |quixotic]
[Current Music |braindead sound machine - walking after midnight]

I really enjoyed the post your voice thread, and since I can't post my voice right now, here is a hilarious take on the sunscreen song that I feel everybody should listen to ;)

not the sunscreen song
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on with self repression [Jun. 14th, 2005|08:50 pm]
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[Current Mood |nauseated]
[Current Music |fori - streets of philadelphia (4/11/05)]

"Love in Action program Refuge, a "ministry designed to be a safe place for young people and their families to find true freedom from addictions through the power of Jesus Christ. At this time Refuge is an outpatient program for young men and women ages 13-18. Refuge is designed to minister to adolescents struggling with broken and addictive behaviors such as Pornography, Drugs and Alcohol, Sexual Promescuity [misspelling theirs], Homosexuality.""

oy, de-gay camp = real and scary!

these practices can't be legal, can they now?
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